That decision was to learn how to live a more spiritual life.
I was baptized and brought up Christian-ish. I had minimal spiritual education and what I was taught didn't make much sense and certainly didn't "speak" to me.
I started investigating yoga, tai chi, meditation and reading any book that would help me understand my world better.
I'd love to tell you that one day it all clicked. But, that wouldn't be totally accurate.
That day did come, but there were many struggles and breakthroughs throughout. It was a process.
There were also thousands of hours practicing, meditating, reading obscure religious texts and trying to understand boring scientific writings.
Slowly, I began to see the cause of my problems and as I got to the root, I discovered my true self, the nature of my mind and how to avoid the problems I was causing.
Although I'm still growing, I don't suffer with problems or any negative emotions and I know and can manifest my deepest desires.
I feel great! I'm always happy, healthy, energized, confident, whole, relaxed and I enjoy peace of mind and fulfillment. Everything in my life continuously gets better and better, easier and easier.
I no longer stress, struggle or suffer with negative, unnecessary, unhealthy, disempowering or ineffective thoughts or beliefs and I'm able to attract and/or experience the things I desire most; quickly and easily.
I'm currently creating my best, happy, healthy, abundant dream life.
And you can do the same!